DryCutting myself drybecause of you.
SolitudeFrom dusk to dawn,my soul...it lingerscold andalonein this desolate placethat we callreality.Though inhabitedby many,these arebleak andforsaken grounds.I feel thatI'm trappedwith no way out,no escape,no blissawaiting me...Without a future,without a purpose,my yearning soul...it roamsthis earth;this grave...As the darknesscontinues toconsume me...As the numbnessfeeds onthe remnantsof my sanitya littleeach day.
Mental SuicideI just might kill myself again.
This Is Depression The darknessand Iare one.
Foolish...You can't undothe damage done-You can't relivethose lonely years-You can't resuscitatesomeone who haslong ago since drowned...And you cannot menda broken heartwith the useof a simple "I'm sorry."
Childhood Thoughts...Always a houseNever a home...
SkinnyShe purges on an empty stomach.
NumbI'm so numbthat ithurts.
Bound by BurdensLonging for redemption,longing for release...
hauntedour house is hauntedmemories floating like ghostsscreaming without sound
I Fucked Your Mind, SorryI'm Sorry I Loved You,I'm Sorry I Love You,but I'm a sick bastardthat cannot stay away from you.Nothing less,Nothing more,I cannot let it go,I will not harm you.What I'm Going Through, It's Not Your Fault.What You're Going Through, It's Not My Fault.The moment I was bittenby the crazy dog you hired,I realized that my crazy lovehas fucked your mind.It passed a long timesince then,but you can't recover.I'm Sorry I Loved You,I'm Sorry I Love You.
I Don't Want To Be SmartIf Loving You Is StupidI Don't Want To Be Smart.
It Wasn't MeI felt such a shamethat I found you lovelywhen you were crying.I know you can't forgive me,but please at least rememberthat It Wasn't Mewho made you cry.
Dream CriterionIf you can't fly on your dreams anymore,I'm sorry, but don't worry,you have simply grown up.If you can't build a little empire on your dreams,I'm totally sorry,you are a dead man walking.
You are lucky, she doesn't love youThe door was openand I listened what he said to him:"It has come to my attentionthat you love one of our girls.My dear, you can't love these girls!You should only come, pay, have funand this is it!You have gone too far!!!!You are lucky, she doesn't love you,so you can go."
Why You?Once you askedWhy You?I Ask MySelf The Same QuestionEvery Night,Every Day,Every Hour,Every Minute.Why You???
He came againHe came again last night,after a long time.His eyes were scanning around for her,but she wasn't here.He found another girl,a girl it seems he liked a lot,but in his eyes...He treated her, I mean last night's girl,almost like she was her,but...He also didn't wantmake this new girl,or anyone else think,that now he would love her,so...his eyes...He was a little typical,though he needed company so much.
Love Is A WeakNessLove Is A WeakNess
Too weakDoctors say I'm simply weak,so I get sick all the time.Nothing more, nothing less.I must be careful.I believe them, I feel it,I was always feeling it.How my love for you is so strong?Maybe you are right,my love for you is a sickness,result of my weakness.
The World Is YoursThe world is yours,You know itand I know it,no matter what I'm saying.But don't ask mewhat I would do without you.This world,without you,simply it wouldn't exist.But it would exist another world,better or not, I don't know.But you existand this world existsandThe world is yours.
On the other sideOn the other side,also,people thinks I'm crazy,but for the wrong reason.These people also exist on your side,around you,you play with them,probably you know,but even if you do a mistake...or if you don't...your family will support youand your choice,one way or another.On this side,around me,no one will support meor my choice,actually you.This makes it even worst...They will blame you...and you know... I love you.This makes it even worst...
New SecretsNew SecretsYou never loved me,but I shared with you my little secrets.No, you didn't ask it.No, I didn't expect anything.I just felt so,and to proove to you my intentions.I never expected that you'll love me,but I couldn't imaginethat you'll tell my secrets to a dogand send him to get me!Why?Therefor I created new secrets,but again I want to share them only with you.
Dark AngelDark AngelA dark angel searches for her love on earthShe has departed heaven to find her soul mateShe has given up her white garments for those of jet blackShe is in a state of mourning and lossShe died but her partner remained on earthShe could hear his bitter sobs while she was in heavenThe tears filled her eyesAnd she vowed to return and sooth her partner's soulGod refused her permission to leaveBut she departed nonethelessShe has been banned from Heaven for a thousand yearsBut she can cope with such banishmentSo long as she can find here true loveShe returns to the cemetery where she was buriedAnd her true love is there by the side of her grave"Hello, my love, I have returned!""How can this be? you died and departed from this world""I have returned to heal your heart and support you"Tears fill his eyes"How can this be? My grief has driven me mad""I cannot return to Heaven for a long time""But so long as I am with you I am at peace""We will grow old together"
CYBORGIACYBORGIAHe was no easy boyShe was no human fleshHe used to dream so hardIt was no easy lifeBut then he turned aroundAnd saw her perfect faceHe didn't wonder howHe didn't think behindBut then he traced the pastIt made him think for nightsHe wouldn't speak too muchBut that was not so weirdHe always was aloneNobody ever askedHe tried to kill his dreamIn Love with Cyborgia!He grew enough to killBelieve it couldn't beBut they would met againHis dream had never diedHe reached to say a wordShe turned her back againShe was no human fleshBut had a girly soulShe needed to be lovedBut never wanted himShe couldn't find oneAnd he was watching stillShe started walk aroundA secret no one foundAs he would never speakIn Love with Cyborgia!But then a night came throughFar from a distant truthShe had to find a placeAnd make a great escapeAnd now he was aloneWith not a little eyeAwaiting in the darkHe's fading into sadIn Love with Cyborgia!And now time has passed
Bombs ExplodeBombs Explode
I Don't Have TitsI found his lost letter,I have no comments,I'll just read it to you:Whom would you ask if he prefers dogs or cats?Are you jealous with everybody that sits withanother girl when you go to the toilet?My every hug was so real,from the beginning,I don't know why,there is no explanation for such feeling.I 've never called a girl Angel.To whom you would respond when he said"You can touch me too..."with these words"You don't have tits"When I met youYou weren't professional,but you wanted to be,You had just left innocenceheading to the fight,but you weren't a soldier yet,you needed practise.When I met youI did two mistakesI treated you as you were innocent, but you weren'tI treated you as you were professional, but you weren't.Watching you now I realise even moreI'm part of you,what you were and what you became,I'm part of you,your best and your worst.Worst...I don't want to change you,if you don't want to change,your best part is inside you.Even if I had...ti
Training?Training Is For Dogs,Human Needs Teaching.
BrokenCan't fixwhat's never been whole.