DryCutting myself drybecause of you.
This Is Depression The darknessand Iare one.
Mental SuicideI just might kill myself again.
SolitudeFrom dusk to dawn,my soul...it lingerscold andalonein this desolate placethat we callreality.Though inhabitedby many,these arebleak andforsaken grounds.I feel thatI'm trappedwith no way out,no escape,no blissawaiting me...Without a future,without a purpose,my yearning soul...it roamsthis earth;this grave...As the darknesscontinues toconsume me...As the numbnessfeeds onthe remnantsof my sanitya littleeach day.
Foolish...You can't undothe damage done-You can't relivethose lonely years-You can't resuscitatesomeone who haslong ago since drowned...And you cannot menda broken heartwith the useof a simple "I'm sorry."
Childhood Thoughts...Always a houseNever a home...
SkinnyShe purges on an empty stomach.
NumbI'm so numbthat ithurts.
Bound by BurdensLonging for redemption,longing for release...
hauntedour house is hauntedmemories floating like ghostsscreaming without sound
Love Me StrangerLove Me Stranger, I See You,Love Me Stranger, I Need You,Love Me Stranger, I'll Leave You,Love Me Stranger; I Know You?
For The HeartHope Is For The Mind,For The Heart You Need Faith.
For The QueenFor The QueenShall the Queen dance for the slave?Shall the birds sing for me? No!Shall the sun rise for me? No!Shall the spring come for me? No!Shall the storm stop for me? No!However the birds sing the sun rises the spring comes and the storm stops, always.But not for me.When the Queen dances for the Slave,I'll be free again.
The Hacker_The CurseThe HackerThey're saying it's a hacker;He is haunting souls and files,He is watching our profiles,He is stealing our wordsHe is controlling our dots;He doesn't care so for us,He's always there on our flash,He's our evil dirty part,He's the virus of the art,We can all become his dart,In the day, in the dark;Can't be controlled,Cannot be scrolled,He's the curse of all us; ALL!!!The CurseHe's the curse of all us; ALL!!!Cannot be scrolled,Can't be controlled,In the day, in the dark;We can all become his dart,He's the virus of the art,He's our evil dirty part,He's always there on our flash,He doesn't care so for us,He is controlling our dots;He is stealing our wordsHe is watching our profiles,He is haunting souls and files,They're saying it's a hacker;
Less Is MoreLess Is MoreAnd You're Asking Too Much...I Can Give You More.
.spillyour emotion,or drownin it
supernovawe begin beyond the sunracing supernovas and shooting stars
.he stood on the shore,and told the sea he loved her;the jealous wind tore hisvoice in two
Open WoundBroken dreams in lovers room,Pain's flowing in the air,She's so perfect, my doom,Pain's growing, I don't dare.
ACHILLESBound To Ride To Troy's Wall,Heading For The Fight,Heroes ImmortalityGods Will Never Know!Day By Day, There's No Fear,An Army On His Own,Day By Day, There's No Fear,Courage Has No Flaw!Demigod with royal blood,Master of the fight,Demigod with royal blood,Honour! Valour! Pride!Year By Year, There's No Fear,An Army On His Own,Year By Year, There's No Fear!He Can't Be A Pawn!!!"The girl I've earned with my sword,Rightfully is mine!No fight! No word!Till again mine!"Demigod with royal blood,Master of the fight,Demigod with royal blood,Not a step behind!Leader of the Myrmidones,No one defies,Commander of the Myrmidones,Only! He! Decides!Trojans now they attack,Full of courage fight,No Achilles, No luck,Table's turned, now changed side!Patroclus, in place, he died,Mourning mixed with rage!Hector's brave, he won't hide,Duellists on stage!!!Crossing swords, the sound of steel,"Victory Is Mine!"Crossing swords, the sound of steel!Hector's falling! Dying!!
RedemptionRedemptionRedemption they askmy moonless nightsLurkingin the darkness of my mindAlways whispering,that there is no other storyTo redeem me,Except mine.
Happy LifeHappy Life,Great IllusionKiller's Knife,Mind PollutionNice Smile,Great AmusionPeople Die,In Their ConfusionSouls Dirty,In The NightHave You EverFelt The Light?Angels CryIn The NightDid You EverGive A Fight?Demons Bored,Ready To KillWe Didn't FindOther Heal.
My NightingalesMy NightingalesI Send You Nightingalesto sing you my love,but they return crying.
The Beggar And The RobberI run onto the mountain,I'm faster than the windMy thought is my Pythia,My body is an armorMy dream it is my compassAnd my faith it's my shield.I hear a voice, trying to stop me,He just asks some of my time"Go Beggar, Leave my mind,Up, a glow I run to find!"But what I saw in the darkWas not a sign or a starThe evil robber's was the thought,Evil robber, evil foxHe took me up onto his wings,A joy's laugh onto his lips,No arms, I had his fire,And as shield I spelled his name.Soulless corpses all my foes,But no peace for me at allEvery night in the dark,Voices old were stronger back.Then again I start to run,Even faster than I canTo the mountain I run back,To the friend my time asked,The crazy Beggar, dared to stand.
A GREAT ACTORA GREAT ACTORSo you came to say sorry,But you do it just for gloryTo show people you are kind,You think, you are a great mindSo do it! Tell your lie!Be an actor! Show you're shy!!That's your crowd, make your try!Let them see you, when you cry!!Speak for nights, full of fear,That you felt, your death is nearWaking up by your screams,Say, you die in your dreams!Give them moments of repentance,Say you're here with no resistanceLet them see your rotting heart!Yeah! Lying it's an art!It's your show, It's your chance!And I see it, You are in trance!So do it! Tell your lie!Be an actor! Show you're shy!!That's your crowd, make your try!Let them see you, when you cry!!
Dream CriterionIf you can't fly on your dreams anymore,I'm sorry, but don't worry,you have simply grown up.If you can't build a little empire on your dreams,I'm totally sorry,you are a dead man walking.
LOSTI cannot let it go,I'm gonna lose it all,My feelings just they flow,I cannot stop this fallI feel alone without you,I'm Losing All that Here's and True,I'm so alone without you,This is what love can really doI'm so Lost Inside of You,I'm Losing All that Here's and True,I'm so Alone Without You,Though I Never Was In YouI cannot let it go,I'm gonna lose it all,My feelings just they flow,I cannot stop this fallI'm Losing All that Here's and True,I'm so Lost Inside of You.
BrokenCan't fixwhat's never been whole.