DryCutting myself drybecause of you.
Childhood Thoughts...Always a houseNever a home...
BrokenCan't fixwhat's never been whole.
SolitudeFrom dusk to dawn,my soul...it lingerscold andalonein this desolate placethat we callreality.Though inhabitedby many,these arebleak andforsaken grounds.I feel thatI'm trappedwith no way out,no escape,no blissawaiting me...Without a future,without a purpose,my yearning soul...it roamsthis earth;this grave...As the darknesscontinues toconsume me...As the numbnessfeeds onthe remnantsof my sanitya littleeach day.
Bound by BurdensLonging for redemption,longing for release...
Foolish...You can't undothe damage done-You can't relivethose lonely years-You can't resuscitatesomeone who haslong ago since drowned...And you cannot menda broken heartwith the useof a simple "I'm sorry."
Afraid and Alone...Tears stream downfrom forlorn eyesA fountain of purest substance,flooded with lies...Tainted by insult;my disrespected youthShrouded in deceitand deviated from the truth.Beaten down by thosewho held my trust...And taken advantage ofwith a searing lustConsequence camewith anything that I said;Whether 'twas fib or fact,my tears were shed.I barely withstoodtheir trembling furyTormented and questionedby my own kinsmen's jury...I could take it no longer;the road was too rough...My virtue was eclipsing;silence and faith wasn't enoughI lost my path in dusk;my innocence fled to darker landsWith a box of sharp objects,I took matters into my own hands...Shrouded by mists of confusion and pain,I didn't know what to doLeft afraid and alone,there was not one soul I could turn to...And even if there was...They wouldn't have cared to know...They wouldn't have cared at all...And they wouldn't have understood.
Point of ViewMy world has crumbledto black and whiteDulled to a rainbowof graysHardly a wispof color in sight...Only darkness remains.
The Death of Her......And so the heavy handof human nature crushedthe remnants of her sanity.Reality stilled theirregular beating of her will;the Darkness further shroudedher withered innocence. "She was drowning...But nobody saw her struggle..." She succumbed to her misery.The Darkness triumphed.
Your secretT'was you, that couldn't keep quiet.
Puppet's StringsTwist. Tug. Pull.They'll never break.
Mental SuicideI just might kill myself again.
Glamour WorkCollecting tearslike diamonds -beautiful work.
hauntedour house is hauntedmemories floating like ghostsscreaming without sound
sunflowersthey smile at the sunpetals opening like arms reachingfor more light
Writer's BlockToo Many Questions.Not Enough Answers.
Lazy"Remote doesn't work!""Neither do you."
For ScienceBrought toaster to bathtub.Shocking results.
Lead SecretWords never spoken made hearts heavy...
DepressionHappiness feels strange, smiles taste wrong...
Brilliance in the CornerStained by genius, she sat alone.
Jobless.Quiet dear, the robot's at work.
But I Could Help With That"...sorry. Dead people keep secrets better."
Wrong choiceSaw your scars.Turned away....regret...
magicLike magic, he makes scars disappear.
Why?His life ended...my heart screamed.
Children's HospitalHer first (and last) bouquet received.
This Is Depression The darknessand Iare one.